You know, I really hate it when you use "I'll do it tomorrow" on me. Cos in all these years, never once did tomorrow come without me having to at least hint about your "tomorrow".

Look at it this way, if it's within your means at that day to actually get it done, then do it, why wait? Then, if you did it, but to no avail, there's nothing more that I can say, but to really wait till tomorrow. Perangai M (go have it figured).

There's one thing that you so very recently said that you'd do. It's so recent, that I don't wanna say it out now. And you know wad I'm gonna do when it doesn't happen? I'm gonna ignore you, and I mean it. Cos I've tried maaaany ways, for far too long, on you, to get your "tomorrow" fixed.

My insecurity level is shooting up, my trust in you is plunging really fast.

People say, "wow, you guys have been on for a long time. Good uh." My reply, "No, it's not good at all." Why? Cos nothing's been done. Nothing, 0, Z.E.R.O., zilch, nil, kosong. And all that I can do, is to wait and watch, while I see you make a mess of the dreams and hopes that I once had.

I don't like it when I have to say or do or show it to you, that I do not like it. Really, I don't like. There's this feeling in me that'd make me feel so........"uiewghibnugberkbfjweu2384u893uhjdv" get it? I'd really prefer it if you made the decision based on your own realisation, that, would be greatly appreciated. Seriously. A lot of things would change if you could actually do that, but not on a one time basis, cos that'll only mean that I'm gullible.

I'm not saying that I'm always right. No. I know my wrongs too. That's when my "uiewghibnugberkbfjweu2384u893uhjdv" feelings kick in. You should have the "uiewghibnugberkbfjweu2384u893uhjdv" feelings too, that would change a lot of things too. Things that're going down for me right now, might go up, and things that're not suppose to be going up, might come down. And again, its not on a one time basis, neither would it be on a once a month or once a year kind of things.

I don't know why I'm saying all these, really, I don't. But I'm really hoping that it'll make me feel better, and of course that you'd read it and realise it. But, in reality, you always have disagreement to all that I've to say, like I'm some brain-dead girl talking (deny that fact? c'mon, you know I read body language and facial expressions), so, I'm gonna just hope that this'll just make me feel better.