Never ever do this to me. EVER!
I'm a fool to have trusted your words, to say that you'd change. To say that you'd "do your best".
Well, if that's your "do your best" I wouldn't want the rest in my life. Seriously.
I should've trusted my brain and my gut feelings. But did I? Obviously not, or I wouldn't be in this situation at all.
I'm really a fool to believe in all those.
Not saying it's your fault, it's mine actually. That I expected you to be of a certain "level". Guess I expected too much. Or maybe you've shown me to much which led me to thinking that you could be of that level, but in actual fact, you're not. I don't know, and I don't want to know.
My heart, my life, and my time isn't a toy. You've broken it too many times, you've wasted it for too long and I'm not going to spend anymore time on this.
I've lied to myself too many times. Tried to cover those mistakes that've been made to my heart, I've spent too many of nights consoling myself. No more.
I'm very silly.
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